winter

i get so lazy in the winter from its coldness. i'm so reluctant to go lift weights now and for some reason i feel bad for not lifting weights. im just going to take a week off this week and continue next week. i need a jacket now, especially for the mornings and evenings, that's when's it's really cold. during the day, one can be content with a sweater or a long sleeve shirt. jackets are so expensive, and i can't find ne jackets that i actually like. i dont wnaat to spend a hundred dollars or more on a jacket that i dont like, so i'll suffer throughout the winter looking for a jacket that i'll like if i have to....i like the winter tho...u dont sweat all day while ur walking around. and i like the feeling of walking into a warm room after being out in the cold...

next friday is the starting of thanksgiving break; I'm anxiously waiting for it. i want a break from all of this work and waking up early and getting away from here honestly. i'm going to danville, virginia for thanskgiving break where my american family is. That's going to be really great, just relaxing and enjoying time with them. i think in the future i'll be going to other places for thanksgiving break, because i'll have car next fall semester so i can drive where i want to. i think i'll go to my brother's house first. after we come back to school from thanksgiving break we only have three weeks of school until winter break. and then i'll be going to my home, seoul, south korea, and i'm just excited to be there again and my friends will be there too. and i'll see my mom.

mom

my mom is in seoul, south korea OVER SEAS and she's still trying to control my life. she still talks to me like i'm a CHILD...wat the heck? she makes me really upset. my mom needs to understand who i am now and that i could get things done on my own! i understand where she's coming from though; she doesnt want me to make any mistakes and she just cares about me. So what can i do? i'm going to tell her that she needs to treat me as how old i am. It would be the best for both of us because every time she talks to me like a child, she gets annoyed and i get angry.

procastination

i procastinated the last two weeks on two papers that are due this week in which one today and one tomorrow. if i finished those two papers last week or the week before, i would have enough time to study effictiently for my math test tomorrow and do my english outline. i need to learn from my mistakes. sometimes i procastinate and tell myself that i wont do it again but i still do it. what would help is getting my priorities right. like today i'm doing the right thing and putting aside lifting weights to get my work done.

frustrated with classes

class registration for next semester isn't going smoothly and the way i want it to be. i want to take philosophy with thomas provenzola, but his class is full. i need to take math 110 next semester and the classes with the professors i want to take it with are all full. i asked one of them if they can add me into a class and she said no. which really sucks. i'm anxiously waiting on emails from provenzola and the other math teachers to tell me if they'll add me or not. i hope they do and i prayed. what else can i do now? it's all up to God.

last night

last night, i was walking with two of my friends past the Hill. When we get to the crosswalk to go down the way to DeMoss, someone or a few people behind the bushes on the Hill started to throw eggs at us. my friend and i started to yell at them and we ran up the stairs to find them and fight them; however, when we got there no one was there. my shoes got yulk all over it. my friend got yulk on his hoodie and neck. we were really angry. i hate the fact that people was inconsiderate about other people and didn't have respect.

a little news

my poem, Longing for Her, was published by the company of poetry.com. They read over thousands of poems and they picked mine to put into their poetry book, Immortal Verses. this isn't that great, but it brings to my attention that i have some potential to be professional and stuff. i only write poems to express my heart, so that's pretty cool.